2018-2020 E
Soliloquy of a junkie
Is it me?
Hiding in the ruins
The crack pipe crackles
Watching the Bruins
Cat walks over me
Like it knows I’m a loser
I think it keeps me around
Just to amuse her.
Come -fill my mind with a moment
Peace
Let go the demons -
there released
And now for a few hours
My world is a sun shower.
Orange sky’s and purple towers.
I’m engulfed in its power...
It’s my soliloquy
of a junkie
Peeling back the onion
With tearful eyes wide open
You say it’s how you coping
Living for the Dope man,
To darken your door way again,
There’s no love there’s no joy there’s no friends.
You’re just a prisoner
In a solitary hell
Oh, how far you have fell
The gods of second chances are Made as hell.
But you say it’s OK
I am in control
I see you scratching your ass looking for your bowl
and what things you do
when you’re in the club lue
do you know the stuff you do?
to your filthy soul.
Mother freaking from the grave the atrocities of her little baby.
perpetrating lie after lie just to get high.
no more tears can be cried innocence has died.
Death soon will be your bride.
What say you drug dealer
Don’t you care about the human race
What say you drug dealer
Are you a demon that where’s the mask of a man’s face?
There should be no quarter for a drug dealer
They should be put to the steak
On pay-per-view Telly
I bet it gets smelly
Fill the beast’s belly.
Shadow on the wall
cockroach joins me for two-day old pizza
Candle dances harsh angry flickers
Drop your nickers
Drop your nickers
Drop your nickers
On with the show............
MWL 1-30-19
Long line of losers
I got my DNA results today...
I about fell to the ground-
when I read what it had to say.
Am I a prince?
Or a royalty Man
Please DNA test
Tell me who….. I am.
I
come from a long line of losers.
rapists and thieves, and drug users,
Gambling whores
That quickly drop draws
just a bunch of substance abusers.
Well I grabbed my heart
And feel to one knee
Is this a picture of my family?
Yes! Were rough round the edges
But hardly a whore.
Except aunt Blanch
Who’s always dropping her draws.
OHHH.. MY
I
come from a long line of losers.
rapists and thieves, and drug users,
Gambling whores
That quickly drop draws
Just a bunch of substance abusers.
I
come from a long line of losers.
rapists and thieves, and drug users,
Gambling whores
That quickly drop draws
Just a bunch of substance abusers.
MWL 2018
Sparks
I don’t know why
I can’t see blue sky’s
I can’t feel the sun on my face.
I walk alone
like a single-stone
and someday they’ll be no trace.
the old man
sitting by the fire
Points to the sky
With wide eyed desire
He wants to go home
Off of this stone
To rest with the stars
Take a ride on a spark
Que the choir.
Ohhhhh
Which way is out of this Myer?
Which way is out of…?
This Myer.
MWL 2017
Stars
And in the end, you stand at the doorway and pause and give a look over your shoulder
The wind is warm and smells like lilies on a spring pond
The electricity fly’s around and makes everything glow blue
You enter a tear falls from you eye and lands in the world now past
No words now, just thoughts of knowing
Your new language is with light
The light of stars, which now you are
You are a glowing star looking down upon all and sending love in letters of light to loved ones lost.
Everyone is here
all are in the light (except the ones that joined satin)
there is no greed no famine no hate
just the massive power of hope and love propelled into the vast universe by star light.
the grand designer is us; we make up the creator,
all his stars together make him
we can’t be without him
but he can be without us
we are just a part as he is the whole.
MWL 2-15-20
Tethered
I wake in the early morning
Heard a noise
Outside
Nothing but a raccoon
Using our lawn chairs for toys
And I go back to bed
And I see you there.
Peaceful and dreaming
Without a care.
And I lay their eyes wide
Trying to get back to the other side.
Seems like yesterday you were My
Blushing bride.
It’s been one hell of journey
What A beautiful ride.
We’ve been through a war or two
Felt all the pain to sing the blues
But there’s no one in this world I’d rather choose
To make this magic life with you.
Peaceful and dreaming
Without a care
And I lay their eyes wide
Trying to get back to the other side
Seems like yesterday you were My
Blushing bride
It’s been a hell of journey
A beautiful ride.
We’ve grown together
We said forever
No matter the weather
Tethered
We’ve grown together
We said forever
No matter the weather
Tethered
We’ve grown together
We said forever
No matter the weather
Tethered
It’s an old book
Sitting on a table
Full of rhyme and tales and fables
There’s a picture of you
There’s a picture of me
A picture of us
A picture of We
Love is space and time
Every frame every line
Every time I caught your eye
Every time i made you cry
or laugh
sharing your cake
cutting it in half
Love is
Love is us
Love is We
Love is us
Love is We
We’ve grown together
We said forever
No matter the weather
Tethered
We’ve grown together
We said forever
No matter the weather
Tethered
We’ve grown together
We said forever
No matter the weather
Tethered
MWL 9-19
Zero nothing nil
Losing my grip
Another spill
Broken will
Zero nothing nil
Loosing grip
Another spill
Zero nothing nil
Just one more step
Up the mountain
Of the unkept
Loose gravel at my feet
Eyes tired and wet
Just one more drink
Up the mountain
My precious pet
Down the river
Down you go
Down on your knees
Like a common hoe
Up with science
And all the fucking pills
Losing my grip
Another spill
Broken will
Zero nothing nil
Loosing grip
Another spill
Zero nothing nil
Losing my grip
Another spill
Broken will
Zero nothing nil
Loosing grip
Another spill
Zero nothing nil
MWL
2018
Butterflies go to die
There’s more to life than meets the eyes
See the ocean the stars and sky
Where do butterfly’s go to die
Does it just end?
Like the last piece of pie
Feel the rain on your face
I could disappear without a trace
Taste the snow on your tongue
My body’s old
But my soul is young
Can you feel the sunrise?
The birth of a new day
Shines in your eyes
let your inner child play
let all the bad just fly away
There’s more to life than meets the eyes
See the ocean the stars in the sky
Where do butterfly’s go to die
Does it just end
Like the last piece of pie
There’s more to life than meets the eyes
See the ocean the stars in the sky
Where do butterfly’s go to die
Where do butterfly’s go to die
Where do butterfly’s go to die?
MWL 5-2-20
What is a man to do?
They work you like the devil
They move you round like sheep
And every single Sunday
I pray my soul to keep
The tv spits its venom
None of it is true
I can’t be all alone
What is a man to do?
Smuggle drugs across
Into the waiting arms
Needles littering the streets
What could be the harm?
The democrats just waste time
They haven’t got a clue
We could use a little help
What is a man to do?
Everything they taught us
Is now a different tune
they reinvent the circus tent
and hand out blue balloons
Why the burden falls
Always To me and you
They blew are cash then made a dash
What is a man to do?
Oh, tell me
What is a man to do?
Do you go along?
pretend to sing the song?
When you know it’s wrong?
when you know it’s wrong?
They work you like the devil
They move you round like sheep
And every single Sunday
I pray my soul to keep
The tv spits its venom
None of it is true
I can’t be all alone
What is a man to do?
MWL
Jan 5 2020
We the upside down me
​
You say we
But you mean me
She can’t be simple and free
No, she could not be
So, she blames me
He’s the trouble you see
Its not me says she
He’s as dumb as a monkey
Swinging in a tree
Its always me
We the upside down me
Do I flee
Get on one knee
Pretend to see that she is the one for me
Or do I flee grab the cash and keys
That would be the end of we
We the upside down me
I would be free
Only me
Not the we
We planned to be
Forgive me
love me don’t let me be Lonely….
MWL 12-19-19
Play book for the human race
Is it time?
Is it time?
to unravel poetry lines
Written by minds
Trapped in other times
Is it time?
All the problems that we face
Poet’s put into place
Between the fall and the grace
A playbook for the human race
Its always been the way
To ignite inner thought
It works best if it’s not so clear
Of where to connect the dots
Perhaps to disregard the fools
Who have not the insight
To tell the tail of love and fail
And creatures of the night
Is it time?
All the problems that we face
Poet’s put into place
Between the fall and the grace
A playbook for the human race
It’s always been the way
To ignite inner thought
It works best if it’s not so clear
Of where to connect the dots
Perhaps to disregard the fools
Who have not the insight
To tell the tale of love and fail
And creatures of the night
Is it time?
Between the fall and the grace
A playbook for the human race
MWL 5-16-20